Starting Over Without You

Took Awhile

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 21:21:12 -0400

dearoldlove:

It look me awhile to figure out that being in love and being happy are not one in the same.

Illogic

Mon, 30 Jul 2012 12:29:33 -0400

dearoldlove:

Despite being certain you don’t love me, and never did, I still also think we could be great together.

So Much Better

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 10:58:19 -0400

dearoldlove:

You’re so much better than you let yourself be. I miss the you I barely ever saw.

Running

Mon, 23 Jul 2012 10:07:47 -0400

dearoldlove:

Loving you is something I can’t run away from but the person you’ve become is.

dearoldlove: I’m starting to realize it’s not my fault and I need to stop writing sappy Dear Old...

Sun, 22 Jul 2012 10:21:17 -0400

dearoldlove:

I’m starting to realize it’s not my fault and I need to stop writing sappy Dear Old Loves that never get posted.

No Wrongs

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 10:22:47 -0400

dearoldlove:

I mean I get it. You were “wrong” for me, but what I don’t understand is, how did I fall in love with the “wrong” person?

Photo

Sun, 15 Jul 2012 11:49:39 -0400

Keeper

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 13:29:30 -0400

dearoldlove:

We promised to never tell anyone what actually happened that night. Now, we no longer speak and you ended up screwing me over, but I’ll always keep our secret.

Real-Life

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 21:20:18 -0400

dearoldlove:

I can’t decide if my life would be better or worse if I’d never met you. I’d constantly be wondering what real-life love feels like, but I wouldn’t know what real-life heart break feels like.

thedorseyshawexperience: Whoa.

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 18:20:07 -0400

thedorseyshawexperience:

Whoa.

Photo

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 12:31:56 -0400

mrdiv: cycloid

Sat, 07 Jul 2012 12:31:47 -0400

mrdiv:

cycloid

Your Credit

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 22:59:06 -0400

dearoldlove:

To your credit, you stopped trying to sleep with my friends once we broke up.

What I Learned

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 22:56:34 -0400

dearoldlove:

This is what I learned from you: how to be cruel, how to be kind, and how to go back and forth between those two things with alarming and heartbreaking rapidity.

This is it

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 22:33:24 -0400

Once again, I’ll resort to Tumblr as a place for me to unmind my jumbled thoughts. To get things off my chest without troubling the ones I love around me. I’ve held on to an unhealthy love, anger, and resentment for someone who has moved on with her life. I need to do the same. I need to stop living in my miserable past. I don’t need to approve of her life or her lifestyle. I don’t need to love her anymore. I don’t need her to love me anymore.

It didn’t work out. Get over it.